Byebye 2008, Hello 2009

31st December, last day of year 2008.
Everyone is in high mood today as it's the day for party and have fun.
I used to like 31st December, but not this year.
For the first time, I feel 'nothing'.
I don't feel like doing anything but sleep.
I know what I want, but since I couldn't get it, then might as well go to bed early right?
*sigh*

Unlike every year, this year I NOT going to resolute anything
I mean, what's the point of resolute when I already forgotten what's my 2008 resolution.
LaughingAssOff right?
-______-"
I just wish year 2009 will be a smooth year for me.
No major accident, no hospital trip, no injuries, no major moodswing
no major quarrels, no major failure, no sad face
and no more nightmares!!!
zzz
hate those blardy nightmare.

Yeah, start with tonight, Mr Sandman/Chow gong,
pls pls pls make me dream of my dark knight,
or any leng chais also can
or 4 numbers for lottery prize would be better,
BUT
not some devil, monsters, ghosts, skeletons etc2...
okay okay okay? :)

Darn, talk so much crap yet still emo.
Now how do I make myself smile again?
*sigh*

Baby, I seriously need u. :( :( :(

Just in case if I really do sleep in,
Happy New Year 2009 everyone
*trying-my-best-to-smile*